about me.

Hi! I’m Hailee - and I’ve spent the last 27 years learning how to make lemonade 🙃

As the saying goes “when life gives you lemons,” I’ve spent the majority of my life in the search of the most perfect, sweet lemonade.

And as life has it, the recipe can be quite daunting - sometimes there’s too much lemon, sometimes too much sugar, some a dash of salt or honey. But as every day passes and life continues to throw crazy experiences my way, I’m confident that I’m getting closer to the perfect recipe every day.

Life is tough and messy and tender, and I’ve learned the hard way that we’re really good at pushing through to try and make more sense of it all.

From a very young age, my world has been overwhelmed with a long list of chronic health issues - think loosely diagnosed autoimmune conditions, severe eczema, deficiencies, narcolepsy, no real cures, blah blah blah. A lot of names that don’t really mean anything.

Up until recently, I was living every day in search for the missing answer - the thing that would finally make me feel what I thought was “normal.” It took many dark nights of the soul (and a lot of prayers to higher hailee) to start to get a glimpse of what I was missing… and what my body had been screaming at me all along.

Healing isn’t about finding the perfect medicine or protocol - it’s about learning to regulate ourselves, feel safe in our bodies, forgive, release, and surrender to something greater.

It’s sad that it often takes a life-breaking moment to start making sense of things - but there’s a lot of beauty in it, too. We’re all living this wild, messy, miracle of an experience together on Earth, and I wonder how much more peace we could find if we felt like we were all in it together?

In the last few years I have become much more intentional - with my energy, space, community, products, supplements, doctors & their opinions, people’s opinions in general - and have started tuning inward. Like veryyyy inward.

me during sunset!

which leads me here!

to haileedoll!! This is the whole reason I started this space.

To document things that have worked for me and the things I wish I learned a long time ago. To plant little seeds that might help you make more sense of this life.

I don’t think we’re put on this earth to function how society has taught us. And I wish we felt safer to take a step back, slow down, ask more of this life. I hope to inspire a little bit more of that, and a lot more -

sunshine, giggles, love, flowers, smoothie recipes, non-toxic living swaps, simple rituals & habits, grocery lists, coffee shop must haves - a little bit of everything.

Kind of like an peek into my diary - with a few more filters than the actual one :)

Thank you so much for being here - I'm so excited!!

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